Monday, January 28, 2013

Journaling for 01.28.13…Praying judgment on others?

5:38 AM Psalm 28

Father, You know everything. You don't have to learn it, You just know it. You know all about me and my ways. You are glorified in Your knowledge, and exalted by my worship as well as my failures. Both point to Your excellence and superiority.

Could I really pray the way the Psalmist does, Lord? Speaking of hypocritical friends and two-faced people he prays: "Repay them according to what they have done--according to the evil of their deeds." How could I ask You to repay others for what they deserve and not expect the same for myself? I certainly don't want You to repay me for what I deserve.

Thank You for the cross, Lord. Thank You for the price You paid. All the "repayment" I deserve was charged to You. What amazing love and sacrifice!

You, and You alone, are holy, good, and kind. Anything good about me is from You and because of You. Forgive my sins and inward inclinations to be worldly. Thank You, Lord Jesus, for getting a hold of my life and not letting me go. I truly want to be second. \O/